Long time no log, long time in the mental smog. No hello nor goodbye but a special reminder for I am still here. I know you don't really cheer, for the person who's late or never really near. Never really checks on you but pretends it's all still here. But one day he'll know that things don't stay the same. They don't live forever but disappear. It disintegrates if not cared for. It can immigrate or obliterate for no shows, no core. Things are never truly clear.
I like poems, and that was an attempt at representing how I feel at the moment. You can give it meaning how you want. It could be represented in many different ways. And since there's a lot of symbolism (not in my poem) well that's the reason different people could have different perspectives. That's probably the easiest explanation on why there are so many religions in the world, because they are representations on the perspectives of ideas on the bible/god.
You know, in life we all need some sort of restart, some sort of pause. Some sort of mental check to see how we are doing. An evaluation if you will. Many people don't have the capacity to stop and think who we are and how we are handling things. Are we a victim or the aggressor, the writer or the reader. The client or the contractor. We all breakdown at one point or another without these pauses in life. We get fed-up and angry. We cannot take it any more, we get close to the point of our self destruction. Do you ever get surprised at the things that happen in your life? (sorry I felt like a psychological Dora). Whether something really good or pretty terrible. Something that causes a ripple and effect in your life. A decision that causes different doors to open or close. An ultimate decision that creates a stone skipping pattern that you can no longer return to the point of origin or initiation. We have the power to create and take away, most don't know that. But those that do, manage creations well.
Have a good rest of the year, be motivated, stay positive and learn to listen and guide.
I love you and always will. Hopefully I won't be too long.